Should and would be awash in tears .. but I swallow my need to put a face treatable, only that inside .. looks like I'm at war for all the pain I feel .. not contradict my emotions by trying to look .. 'good' when my throat feels a big knot and my tears want to leave at any time .. and my voice cracks just another word ... I have enough forces for this .. I can not look 'good'. . if not for the cold .. I am of worth would know .. just wanted to be alone .. and no one saw me, being alone when I was only me .. .. no one to criticize me that wants to mourn or vent ... but that's too much to ask .. just judge and criticize without more, .. I only have to spend nights and early mornings that I am beingnt breaking my heart .. and could not fix it .. when the only person who could help me .. it was who went .. I have a lot and anything in mind .. and everything is very bad .. nothing that I raised. .
I can show it .. and I'll do with those who do not care .. but inside will be like a girl who cries inconsolably ..
If you knew that I still love you with all my heart .. I know .. but you've changed it for a love ..
even so .. I always continue to do .. because that was the only thing that kept me well ...
time will tell what really should be ... and so I take it? .. Time .. is the least you have ..
